Today I had a pretty crappy day at school, I failed 2 of my tests that I studied my brains out for, I was just tired and really run down, and I’m SOO sick of school, and homework. I don’t know, I just wasn’t having a very good day. I forgot to pack a lunch for school so I shared Megan’s lunch, and picked out of my other friends lunches. unfortunately for me, my friends don’t pack healthy lunches, so I ate, some of Megan’s corn nuts, Kani’s Cheetos, and Nicole’s sour cream and onion chips. I could have refused! I should have refused. When you have a bad day you rely on comfort food, which in my case is usually junk food. Then when I got home I watched, “Vampire Diaries,” with Megan, and then we did homework. Later tonight… I had yet ANOTHER chocolate bar.. and I picked at my moms honey glazed ham. So not only did I go over on my calorie count but I also ate like crap all day. I’m not excusing what I ate today, but not everyone’s perfect, and tomorrows another day with no mistakes! 🙂 I’m going to start working out the second I get some shoes, you’re probably thinking, “Shoe’s…?” Here’s the thing, I have UNHUMANLY big feet for a girl, I fit into my cousin Jarens shoes (Basically guy sizes), and finding shoes for me in girl size, is almost impossible, or an all day event. Right now I only have one pair of shoes and they’re falling apart, so I can’t really run in them. But my dad gave me money to go buy a couple of pairs of shoes I just havent had time to go buy any, with school and things. Anyways I’m getting on the whole working out thing ASAP! Because I don’t want to just lose weight, but after I lose weight, I also want to be tone. Working out has MANY benefits.
Goal for tomorrow!
1. I want to have a better day, and eat healthier! I just want to get back on track, and keep doing what I’ve been doing. NO MORE FREAKING CHOCOLATE! Self – Control!